That moment when you realize that you didn’t mean much to someone…
Why do I care that I lost you & you’re fine?
Memorial Day Weekend.
Won’t lie it was pretty fun. :)
Friday I spent it wandering around 14th street, got some pinkberry and just chilled. Not to mention it was a good day at school.
Saturday I went to my friends party. I had fun and got to make new friends out of people I only had seen. Plus I knew how hard she worked on planning and all so it was only right I showed up. It was so funny, 10 o’clock and I’m walking around Elder looking for KQ in a fancy emerald color dress. Then we find each other and hail a cab. Two girls in fancy dresses with a stroller full of two bottles of alcohol hailing a cab at 10 o’clock. LMAO boss moment.
Sunday went shopping with my mom and bought two new pairs of flip flops. Then I was supposed to spend the rest of the day at the PAO party but I couldn’t because I had to leave “too late”. Tbh I don’t think my mom wanted me to go anyways. Lol oh well, there will be other parties for me.
Monday I hung out with JA. Almost passed out because of this heat and my lack of food. I legit broke out into a sweat and started shaking. I kept telling myself to focus (so I wouldn’t pass out) while I made it to the four train where my mom would pick me up. I got home and laid down and ate something and felt better. This was the only thing that killed it. Lol
“Don’t listen to what your friends tell you, listen to your heart”
But what do I do when my friends are telling me what my heart SHOULD be telling me? KP’s been txtn me but I’ve just ignored them. Its weird because when he txts me I’m usually thinking of him. Scared to see him tomorrow & break down a little. :T I hate being “strong”. I don’t even know why we’re fighting anymore. But who knows maybe this is good for me. I’ll get my head straight again and do all I need to get done.
All next day in the house and store she thought resisting thoughts about Tea Cake. She even ridiculed him in her mind and was a little ashamed of the association. But every hour or two the battle had to be fought all over again. She couldn’t make him look just like any other man to her. He looked like the love thoughts of women. He could be a bee to a blossom-a pear tree blossom in the spring. He seemed to be crushing scent out of the world with his footsteps. Crushing aromatic herbs with every step he took. Spices hung about him. He was a glance from God.
– Their Eyes Were Watching God ; Zora Neale HurstonProps to the girls who can talk to someone for a long time and not catch feelings…
Cus I can’t do that shit. Even if I told myself I wouldn’t.
I got that OW OW
You know what I’m talking about, make a nigga scream & shout
Every time the lights go out ;
I know you like to hang around chicks and looking at hips & little outfits
What can I say? That’s what I love about you babe ;
Way to sexy to ever be shy
-Climax ; Usher
Geez, I know I’m late with it but damn this song applies so good to my situation right now. Im amazed…
About me
Kimberly ; 17 ; Juniorrr ; New York ; Guatemalan Italian ;DSo yeahh just my takes on life, stuff that happens everyday in mine, & things that I like and/or love. <3
